how could you be so heartless
i love the sound of this song, the lyrics.. kind of depressing, but the sound is just so amazing!!!! i love it!!
may never
i may never be the girl that i want to be- super cute or super funny.
the list of friends may be limited that resources i have may only consists of what my mom knows
but in the end i know that i am loved, that is more than i could ever ask for.
i may never have exactly what i want or expect, but i know that i have more than i could ever ask for.
some days are not fair because everyone around me seems to have more,
but i have more to live for and more to keep me striving forward: the love of my closest friends.
what next
what do you do when your world comes crashing down?
the things you were longing to say are pushed back to another day.
the anger inside you moves to guilt and then you question what you ever had
i have been told many things in my life:
“take it an strides”
“life is what you make it”
“find someone who brings the best out of you”
“guard you heart”
“the past is the past”
“i love you”
these words do not lose meaning.. but they change.
what do you do when your world comes crashing down?
move forward without looking back
vulnerable
please tell me that i am not the only one that is vulnerable..
i hide because if others knew who i was or what i truly thought it would be so difficult on me!
it would make me just want to hide
tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you’re so sure
please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable
impossible
I was born to tell you I love you
isn’t that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it’s true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see
-vulnerable by secondhand serenade
thoughts of being alone always pass through my mind not matter how happy i am with someone..
is it the “have to think the worst” of me that is coming out or something telling me the truth that i just can’t see yet?
only time will tell
I should have known
That I’m not a princess
This ain’t a fairytale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.
Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
i still…
i still sleep with the lights on, because i am scared of the dark
i still sleep with a blankie because i am insecure
i still sleep with a stuff animal because i don’t want to be alone….
the things in life that we confess to, can be so strange to some, yet so comforting to others. one man’s trash in another man’s treasure. it is what one values that is important. allowing the mask to fall, or allowing oneself to be comfortable enough….
enough to see you cry, enough to see you hurt, enough to see you angry, enough to see you for who you really are
our love is so…..
the word that comes to mind is COMFORTABLE.
people stay where it is comfortable, even if that means remembering the past when it is difficult. it can be contributed to how lives revolve around the mistakes of the past. the mistakes made are then something everyone can relate to and to talk about. How many times does a person hear- “that was the past.” A person finds it hard to move on depending on how he was connected to the past.
things have changed
when did i give you the right to do what you did tonight? when did my no change to a yes? when did you think that it was okay to continue on.. a gift? that is a lie! you only speak lies. you wonder why i refuse to come over, why i shy from your phone calls, i should have said no! i should have stuck to my guns. Who cares if i say “sorry”.. you are the only person that really cares that gives me crap for what i say!
i am not sorry. i am sorry for tonight, because i can no longer handle what we do, what you say, and how you make me feel. i am so happy you can be you. i am not sorry that you being around me makes you feel you have to hide who you are really are.. or as you say “tone it down.” that is all you!
wondering how
listen to how people talk, when did a word change meaning. how did it change from being degrading to something special?
explain how things change… in the end it is just because of time
Hello world!
hello world! something new has come out, to keep you busy when you should be doing something a little more productive 
this is me exploring my world!
sushi time
